So see you later..

As I am writing this blog, i thought of so many things. The start of a conversation, knowing each other and the hardest part maybe is when someone leaves... Its really a drastic day for me. I'm teary eyed and controlling the tears to roll down my cheek..

First thing in the morning today as I woke up, I usually checked my phone for a message (It really makes me smile when I got a morning greeting from someone really really special). There were four of them two of themfrom my Yabs, the other one from my Superfriend and the last one from my bestfriend. I'll just keep the message... 

I realized this day that a simple hello may still have a second hello a third hello and an infinite hellos.. Goodbyes are never meant to mean will be parting and won't be seeing anymore but rather hello I'll be seeing you at the right time again, maybe we won't be seeing each other for a long long time but promise we will someday.

A friend says goodbye and the other one ends it... 

For now see you later....

The tears that cant be hide

After a long day of having him around I just felt a tear dropping from my face. If I could only ask him could you still stay for an hour to be with me. A tear that can't be hide just did fall when he kissed me goodbye and the cab started to run down the street. I miss him just like everyday.

Just couldn't resist myself not to miss him. Could he ever know how I felt as he walk away from me. He will come back soon and hug me just the way he did tonight. I love you yabs.

Sumisigaw na kaluluwa...

Kaluluwang ligaw at naghihikahos na makalabas sa madilim na kinaroroonan! Pumupumiglas na makawala at maranasan na makita ang liwanag. Isa lang naman ang dapat na gawin mo ang matututong mahalin kung anu ang meron ka at harapin kung anu man ang mga kinakatakutan..

Isigaw kung anu man ang nararamdaman.Wag ng itago kung anu man ang kinikimkim. Wag ng isipin ang mga bagay na nakakasakit. Wag ng balikan ang kung anu man ang meron ka sa nakaraan. Hayaan mong matutunan mo ang bawat kahapon ng may ngiti at harapin mong muli ang kung anu ang meron ka ngayon. Maging masaya at maging totoo sa sarili.

Maging matapang. Mahalin ang sarili para maipaabot ang pagmamahal sa iba. Fulfill your hearts desire. Sumayaw sa bawat musika ng buhay. Live life to the fullest. Matutong tumindig sa sarili at maging matapang.Speak up for yourself wag ng matakot wag ng maging duwag.

Humayo at wag ng manatili sa madilim na kinaroroonan. Hawiin na ang madilim ulap at muling maglakbay sa maliwanag na daan! Pray pray pray! Yakapin ang magandang buhay na nakalaan para saiyo para sa ating dalawa! Mahal kita.

He Said...

After the conversation today. I felt I have to really let go of the past, that is really hunting me. The past I must let go and never go back, but to learn to move on.

Sa palagay ko tama siya, tama siya na insecure ako. Di nya ako maiintindihan kong ayaw ko sabihin kung anu man yun.. Mahirap magkubli sa isang madilim na kahapon..

Tulungan mo akong maging buo muli. Maranasan kong mabuhay muli sa liwag at makabalik sa tahanan ko.

Mr. Private

Indeed all your works and accomplishments really made me admire you most. Keep up the good work.! I pray for your wishes and heart's desires be granted. Fulfill your lucks Mr. Private.! Two thumbs up to you. Crush pa rin kita hanggang ngayon. Yabs♥

Note to God

Dearest Papa God,

I wrote because I wanna thank you for everyday.  I love you!

Strokes of Love

Each year he sent her roses,
And the note would always say,
I love you even more this year,
Than last year on this day.
My love for you will always grow,
With every passing year.'

She knew this was the last time
That the roses would appear.
She thought, he ordered roses
In advance before this day.

Her loving husband did not know,
That he would pass away.
He always liked to do things early,
Way before the time.

Then, if he got too busy,
Everything would work out fine.
She trimmed the stems and
Placed them in a very special vase.

Then, sat the vase beside
The portrait of his smiling face.
She would sit for hours,

In her husband's favorite chair.
While staring at his picture,
And the roses sitting there.

A year went by, and it was
To live without her mate..
With loneliness and solitude,
That had become her fate.

Then, the very hour,
The doorbell rang, and there
Were roses sitting by her door.

She brought the roses in,
And then just looked at them in shock..
Then, went to get the telephone,
To call the florist shop.

The owner answered, and she asked him,
If he would explain, Why would someone
do this to her, causing her such pain?

'I know your husband passed away,
More than a year ago,'
The owner said,
'I knew you'd call, and you would want to know.'

The flowers you received today,
Were paid for in advance.
Your husband always planned ahead,
He left nothing to chance.

There is a standing order,
That I have on file down here,
And he has paid, well in advance,
You'll get them every year

There also is another thing,
That I think you should know,
He wrote a special little card...he did this years ago.
Then, should ever I find out that he's no longer here,
that's the card that should be sent to you the following year.'

She thanked him and hung up the phone, her tears now flowing hard.
Her fingers shaking,
As she slowly reached to get the card.

Inside the card, she saw that he
Had written her a note...
Then, as she stared in total silence,

This is what he wrote..

'Hello my love, I know it's been a year
Since I've been gone....
I hope it hasn't been too hard for you to
Overcome.
I know it must be lonely,
And the pain is very real.

For if it was the other way,
I know how I would feel.

The love we shared made everything
So beautiful in life.
I loved you more than words can say,
You were the perfect wife.
You were my friend and lover,
You fulfilled my every need.
I know it's only been a year,
But please try not to grieve..
I want you to be happy,
Even when you shed your tears.

That is why the roses will be sent to you for years
When you get these roses,
Think of all the happiness that we had together,
And how both of us were blessed.
I have always loved you and
I know I always will.
But, my love, you must go on,
You have some living still.

Please...try to find happiness,
While living out your days.
I know it is not easy,
But I hope you find some ways.

The roses will come every year,
And they will only stop,
When your door's not answered,
When the florist stops to knock.

He will come five times that day,
In case! You have gone out.
But after his last visit,
He will know without a doubt!
To take the roses to the place,
Where I've instructed him
And place the roses where we are,
Together once again.

Sometimes in life, you find a special friend;
Someone who changes your life
Just by being part of it.

Someone who
makes you laugh
Until you can't stop;
Someone who makes you believe
That there really is good in the world.
Someone who convinces you
That there really is an unlocked door
Just waiting for you to open it.

This is Forever Friendship.

Miro Loves Maggie

Miro a bit quiet shy type of guy ,on the other hand Maggie is the assertive, bubbly and talkative girl next door.They have the same friends and have there own partners in life. Miro is with her girlfriend Rain and Maggie is already engaged with her long time partner, Enzo. Both have really perfect relationship, but time really knows who's really the perfect one for you the so called meant for you. 

Miro got separated with rain and likewise with Maggie. Miro was not happy anymore with Rain and Maggie caught his fiance with someone. All got separated. Sad really it is.

Maggie was about to get his passport in Department of Foreign Affairs. She got up early and was waiting for her bestfriend Koi, a rockstar vocalist girl in University of the Philippines, but unfortunately wasn't able to come. Miro on the other side of the road saw Maggie and quickly shout out her name ' Maggie, hey!'. He got no appointment that day and volunteered to accompany her to DFA to get her passport. They bond all day, share stories about life.

On there way home Miro gets his Ipod and shares a song and video to Maggie -----------> Take time to realize hmmmmmmmmm they just caught each other singing and looking into each others eye. Ooopppssss kinda awkward already hehe and just laugh.

At the party of Koi. Maggie and Miro was there and everyone was there. Koi the super much naughty girl played truth and dare game. Koi just got the perfect timing for Miro and Maggie to tell each other how they feel.Whoala it all started there. 

After a year Maggie got pregnant and Miro decided to marry her, but one question was uttered by Maggie 'Miro   what is your reason of marrying me is it because I'm pregnant. Give me one reason why you are marrying me. I won't accept the reason that you'll just marry me because I'm pregnant. You still have a week and you can still back out.' 

Counseling day Priest ' Please introduce your future wife to be.' Miro ' Everyone I would like to introduce to you my future wife to be Maggie. I am marrying her for just one simple reason I love her and I want to spend the rest of my life to be with her' Maggie got up from her seat and was teary eyed and hugged Miro so tight.

They got married and was blessed with a super cute little boy named Llodd.  Until now they both love and still are in love with each other. 

Love really such a magical feeling. 

Sharing a true story of a friend

Fragile

I certainly don't know how to describe myself in as much as I wanted to describe it in the best way one thing I really new about myself I'm fragile.

Di mawaglit♥

Siguro ito na yung pinaka korny, baduy na isusulat ko haha.. Kanina sa 7th flr habang sinamahan ko ang aking kaibigan si Ms. Bonana.. haha Wala kuwentuhan lang kami tungkol sa mga kalokohan na mga nagawa namin. Toinks.. Naisip ko lang habang kinukuwento ko sakanya kung pano saan at kelan kita nakilala. Paanu nga ba talaga.? Haha mahaba kung ikukuwento ko dito. Sadyang di lang mawaglit ang mga panahon ang mga oras na minsan napalayo ka sa piling ko..

Dalawang taong di kita nasilayan, hindi nakausap at walang balita. Hanggang sa kamusta lang, hanggang sa tanong lang sa malalapit mong kaibigan 'Saan na ba siya ngayon?' "Kelan siya babalik dito? 'Bumibisita pa ba siya dito?' 'Ikimusta mo naman ako sakanya' 'Pagpumunta kaya ako doon magkikita kami' laging may ngiti pero nababalot ng lungkot ang bawat tanong. Naiisip rin kaya nya ako habang tinatanong ko siya sa kanyang kaibigan.

Pero ngayon ang mga katanungan na yan may mga sagot na. May mga katuturan na. Haha naisip ko lang habang ikinuwento sa aking kaibigan. Salamat sa isa pang pagkakataon. Salamat sa pagmamahal na tunay at lubos kung pinakaiingatan! Salamat at natagpuan muli kita. Isang daan at isang porsyento at nagbibilang pa! Ayeee Kilala mo kung sinu at sino yung taong yun! :) Di ka lang mawaglit sa isip at puso ko♥

Success over poverty

It's been a year since Noynoy Aquino's term started as the president of the Philippines.

Maraming balita ngayon patungkol sa kung anu man ang kanyang mga nagawa. Patungkol sa mga pangako niyang alam kung nag-eeffort din siya para matupad lahat. Binabatigos siya ng dating namamahala sa Pilipinas oh well, she's washing her hand. Weh kung ipagkukumpara ko naman silang dalawa nangingibabaw ang paniniwala ko kay Nonoy. Ok let's not be judgemental I may not really know kung anu nga ba ang mga nagawa ni Noynoy at mga gagawin nya pa para sa ating mahal na bayan. Suportahan natin siyang matupad ang lahat di naman lang ito para sa sarili nyang kapakanan kundi para sa buong sambayanan.

Pilipinas

Wag lang natin isisi sa ating gobyerno ang hirap na dinaranas ng Pilipinas maging aware din tayo sa kung ano ang ginagawa natin kung bakit patuloy na naghihirap ang Pilipinas? Uu nga, bakit nga ba mahirap ang Pilipinas unang una corrupt government officials, No family planning, at katamaran. Siguro yan ang top 3 reasons ko kung bakit humihirap at patuloy paring naghihikahos ang Pilipinas na makamit ang kaunlaran.

Sabi ni P-Noy kelangan din natin makiisa sa kung anu man ang kanyang mga adhikain sa bayan.

Mahirap ka na nga tamad ka pa wala ka nga talagang patutunguhan kundi kahirapan. Mangarap ka din tulad nila na maunlad, mangarap din tayo na sa tamang oras makakamtan din natin ang kaunlaran na gusto natin matupad. Isa lang alam kung paraan jan ang mageffort na tuparin ang mga pangarap pagsikapan na makamit at dumaan sa matuwid na landas.

I say we all have dreams we all have hope and we all have time let's not waste everything and do the right thing. Make our success the success of our country, Philippines. Mabuhay ka Pilipinias, Mabuhay ka.

THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY...

In your life, you’ll make note of a lot of people. Ones with whom you shared something special, ones who will always mean something. There’s the one you first kissed, the one you first loved, the one you lost your virginity to, the one you put on a pedestal, the one you’re with…and the one that got away.

Who is the one that got away? I guess it’s that person with who everything was great, everything was perfect, but the timing was just wrong. There was no fault in the person, there was no flaw in the chemistry, but the cards just didn’t fall the right way, I suppose.

I believe in the fact that ending up with someone, finding a longtime partner that is, does not lie merely in the other person. I can actually argue that an equal part, or maybe even the greater part, has to do with the matter of timing. It has to do with you being ready to settle down and commit to someone in a way that goes beyond the little niceties of giddy romance.

How often have you gone through it without even realizing it? When you’re not ready to commit in that mature manner, it doesn’t matter who you’re with, it just doesn’t work. Small problems become big; inconsequentials become dealbreakers simply because you’re not ready and it shows. It’s not that you and the person you’re with are no good; it’s just that it’s not yet right, and little things become the flashpoint of that fact.

Then one day you’re ready. You really are. And when this happens you’ll be ready to settle down with someone. He or she may not be the most perfect, they might not be the brightest star of romance to ever have burned in your life, but it’ll work because you’re ready. It’ll work because it’s the right time and you’ll make it work. And it’ll make sense, it really will.

So that day comes when you’re finally making sense of things, and you find yourself to be a different person. Things are different, your approach is different, you finally understand who you are and what you want, and you’ve become ready because the time has truly arrived. And mind you, there’s no telling when this day will come. Hopefully you’re single but you could be in a long-term relationship, you could be married with three kids, it doesn’t matter.

All you know is that you’ve changed, and for some reason, the one that got away, is the first person you think about.

You’ll think about them because you’ll wonder, "What if they were here today?" You’ll wonder, "What if we were together now, with me as I am and not as I was?". That’s what the one that got away is. The biggest "What if?" you’ll have in your life.

If you’re married, you’ll just have to accept the fact that the one that got away, got away. Believe me, no matter how fairy tale you think your marriage is, this can happen to the best of us. But hopefully you’re mature enough to realize that you’re already with the one you’re with and this is just another test of your commitment, one which will just strengthen your marriage when you get past it. Sure, you’ll think about him/her every so often, but it’s alright. It’s never nice to live with a "might have been," but it happens.

Maybe the one that got away is the one who’s already married. In which case it’s the same thing. You just have to accept and know that your memories of that person will probably bring a nice little smile to your lips in the future when you’re old and gray and reminiscing. But if neither of that is the case, then it’s different. What do you do if it’s not yet too late? Simple…find him, find her. Because the very existence of a "one that got away" means that you’ll always wonder, what if you got that one?

Ask him out to coffee, ask her out to a movie, it doesn’t matter if you’ve dropped in from out of nowhere. You’d be surprised, you just might be "the one that got away" as well for the person who is your "the one that got away."

You might drop in from out of nowhere and it won’t make a difference.

If the timing is finally right, it’ll all just fall into place somehow and you know, I’m thinking, it would be a great feeling in the end, to be able to say to someone, "Hey you, you’re the one that almost got away." -MJM; MT=)



I have once lost him about 2 years ago, but see how time gives me so many reasons not to let go and still hope for another chance:). Maybe it was not our time to be together long time ago. Reminiscing all of this really make me smile and believe that God has many surprises. Stand still and believe in Him!.

Nahuhuli ko pa rin nakangiti ang sarili ko habang inaalala kung paano at kelan ko minsan nakilala ang taong tinawag kung 'THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY'.. He almost got away, at sadyang perfect lang ang timing.:) 

Birthday Girl's wishes

Big gurl (lady) me:)

Its June 13 already and whoala my birthday is coming wahhh and I'm turning 24 already hehe but doesn't look to be a 24 old girl or should I say lady? Hehe laughing every time people would still ask for my age and throw the same question to them. What do you think? But the truth is yes I will be turning 24 this July 3 and still this small petite lady would not grow anymore haha (Thank you Papa God for that I still look young) . Any plans for my birthday, hmmm I'm still thinking about it. Hmmmm so this is an opportunity for me to have some birthday wish.

3 birthday wish for Ms. Tonee.


1. Hope to hug Mama - Mama is in her sad moments right now. I wanted to hug her during my birthday and tell here I love her this big and and maybe in that one super tight hug she'll be okay.

2. My DSLR Cam - See I couldn't get over having one SLR cam. Please I wanted to take pictures of everything especially his smiles. I wanted to take every moment with him so special. 

3. A healthy me - I always wish this every birthday to be healthy. Wahhhh What's wrong with me?

These is all I wish for nothing more nothing less no more big teddy bear I have a big teddy bear to hug everyday, yabs. 20 more days before my special day. My 24 years of life is kinda weirdo, exciting, naughty, there are sad moments but still I wouldn't exchange for anything. I love how I live today having the people I love, meeting new faces and being friends with beautiful souls. This is life, I wanted to live it with so much hope, faith and love in my heart and soul. I will be learning more in every step I take in my journey. Tiny Tonee will be strong in every way:)

Thanking Papa God everyday.♥

Ganto kasarap..

Ganto kasarap mainlove lalo na kung ikaw!

Perfect MAtch

Meron nga bang tinatawag na perfect match , perfect couple at perfect love for two perfect people! toinks mukhang impossible pero kakaiba lagi ang dala ng pag ibig sa bawat puso at damdamin ng tao! Kilig at may ngiti na nagmumula sa bawat labi ng taong umiibig at iniibig:) Saya ma inlove!



May kakaibang kilig lagi kapag pag ibig ang pinag uusapan. Sabi ng aking guro noon sa pilosopiya ang pag ibig ay isang choice. Masaya ang pag ibig sa anumang aspeto malalim, mapaglaro, at minsan nakakasakit! Sa laro ba ng buhay ipapanalo, ipapatalo o sasaliwan ang himig na tinatawag na pag ibig.


Sabi sa isang kanta 'Sana’y di magmaliw ang pagtingin Kaydaling sabihin , kayhirap gawin Sa mundong walang katiyakan' (Ikaw at Ako Johnoy Danao). Laging walang katiyakan dahil laging may pagbabago pero nasa tao na din yun kung sa bawat pagbabago ang bawat pagmamahal nila sa isa't isa'y di matatabunan ng kahit anumang pagsubok. At kung patuloy pa nilang pipiliin na ibigin ang isa't isa.



Tanda niyo ba ang commercial ng Nestle kapag napapanood ko ang patalastas na iyon, isang ngiti ang laging nauukit sa labi ko! Masaya kasing panoorin ang dalawang taong punung puno ng pagmamahal sa isa't isa kahit gaano pa sila katagal nagsasama nagkikita araw araw madadama mo parin ang init ng pag ibig nila.

Marami na akong narinig na kuwento tungkol sa pag ibig, may mga nabigo may mga nagtagumpay may mga nasaktan ngunit pinili pa rin na magmahal ng tunay at buo. Ang kuwento ng pag ibig ko mahiwaga at alam kong di ko na ipagpapalit. Masayang umibig lalo na kung totoo. Sa paglalakbay ko isa lang hiling ko makasama ko siya hanggang sa huli.♥

Ikaw anong kuwento ng pag ibig mo?

Dalawang puso, dalawang kaluluwa sa iisang awit at himig ng pag-ibig.

Sunday"s Best May 29th twenty eleven

Hellowee wahhh ito na ata last blog entry ko for this May:). Dahil sobrang busy and month na toh kahit anong effort ko na gumawa ng blog entry ay di ko matapos tapos. Yaan nyo matatapos ko din sila pero sa ngayon ibabahagi ko ang mga naging karanasan ko sa buwan ng Mayo.

Sa unang week palang ng Mayo halatang ubod na ng pagkabusy ang buwan na ito dito ko nakita ang samut saring activities na gagawin. Ate Nikki's Pre-Birthday Bash,  Pangasinan trip, Family Day, Teambuilding activity with Ms Pau (CAAP Manager), Run happy, Team building with CIS-IA kasali pa ang CEP class ko every saturday huwaw.

Sobra ngang busy pero sa halip na mapagod ako isang nakangiting nilalang ang naramdam ko at nakita ko.Isa pa ang makilala ang madaming ugali ng tao. Happy really.

Ate Nikki's Pre Birthday Bash:)

Family Day with my two super friends Krissa and Joyee:)

Run Happy:) Yey! with Bro Egay, Ate Thei and Maya

CIS SUMMER outing

And ito pinaka gusto ko:) Meeting Yabs relatives:). Wala man ako picture with them I know I have a picture of them in my heart:). Thank you Yabs for the super gaduper happy invitation. Sunday's always the best I love you Papa God for making me met Happy, Lovely and Beautiful souls:).  Para din sa taong sobrang mahal ko salamat for coming back:) happy to have him back in my Life. No words to describe it all I know is I'm happy having him in my life. Ayeeee:) Sunday is the Best sana may part 2...

hAlE

Nasan ka man ngayon
Sana’y mabuti ka
Magkaibang mundo
Sana’y maisip mo
Ako…
Ako…



Tuloy ang awit sa ilalim ng tala
Unti-unting maaabot
Pagsapit ng dilim aking hiling
Kung di man masilayan
Tamis ng kahapon
Sumpa ko na aking itatanim




Walang balakid
Walang makakapigil
Ang iyong pangalan
Sigaw ng damdamin
Hindi alam kung saan tutungo
Kung wala ka

ILoveYou Nanay



happy family with bem nanay me and bernard



She is Susan B. Galon, my super loved mama.. She's not perfect but having her is the most perfect gift from God!. She might be misunderstood sometimes why she's single all the way on her journey of life, maybe it was her choice!

Nanay and me:)

I Love nanay more than everything in the world! She's been a single mother, taking good care of me and my sister. She's been there all along to support and guide me through out the way. I miss her! I know sometimes I've been so stubborn and hardheaded, but you know that I love you.

Happy mother's Nanay! sana I can hug you so tight! I'll just whisper to the wind this hope you can feel it!

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Sumapit man ang dilim alam kung di na ako mangangamba, alam kung hindi na ako mag iisa,
Lumalim man ang gabi, hindi na mahihimbing, aabangan ang buwan at habang binibilang ang mga bituin,
May luha at dahas ang nagdaang umaga sa lambong ng gabi tila naglaho na may luha at dahas sa darating na bukas.

Isisigaw ko to.. Isisigaw ko ito..

Llodie and Toni

Sabi sa census may 11 milyon na tao sa Metro Manila. Pano mo malalaman na nahanap mo na yung taong para sayo? Maaring nakita mo na siya pero yumuko ka para magsintas. Maaring nakatabi mo na siya pero lumingon ka para tingnan ang traffic lights. Maaring nakasalubong mo na siya pero humarang yung pedicab.

May mga maswerteng tao na nahanap na yung taong para sakanila. May mga taong patuloy na naghahanap at may iba na sumuko na. Pero yung pinakamasaklap, e yung na sayo na pinakawalan mo pa.

“Irene: Sabi mo maganda naman ako,mabait, masayahin..bat iniwan nya parin ako?
Irene: Partida ah my amnesia na ako,pero ang sakit pdin..T.T

Apollo: Kung natatatangal lang ng isang yakap ang kasalan,kahit habang buhay ko syang yakapin mawala lng yung nararamdaman nya..
Tatay ni Apollo: Nabubura man ang nilalaman ng isipan ang puso hindi..”

“Ulan ka ba? Kasi lupa ako. Sa ayaw at sa gusto mo, sa akin ang bagsak mo.”
“Apollo: tumangkad ka ba?
Irene: Bakit?
Apollo: Dati kasi d2 ka lang sa balikat ko…
pero ngayon nasa isip na kita..”

“Irene: Ano bloodtype mo?
Apollo: type A.
Irene: Ay..Akala ko type ko..”

“Maging cactus ka man, handa akong masaktan… mayakap ka lang.”
“May MMDA ba dito? Nagkabanggaan kasi ang puso natin.”
“May lason ba ang mga mata mo? Kasi nakakamatay ang mga titig mo.”
“Ang true love ay para sa matatapang na tao lamang.”
“Sana pabango ka na lang para lagi kitang suot.”

“Apollo: Nasan ka kagabi?
Irene: Nandito lang ako ah!
Apollo: Kaya pala wala ka sa panaginip ko”

“Kuto ka ba? kasi lagi kang nasa ulo ko.”
“Apollo: Lumiliit ka ata ?.
Irene: Huh?
Apollo: Kasi dati nasa isip lang kita, ngayon nasa puso na kita!”

“Sa araw ng birthday mo may dalawang tao kang mamimiss ung mahal mo at ung taong pinaka ayaw mo”
“Ipikit mo ang mga mata mo. Kasi sabi nila, kapag nakapikit ka, dun mo malalaman ang totoo mong nararamdaman.”
“Kung pwede lang mawala lahat ng kasalan sa pamamagitan ng yakap, habang buhay kitang yayakapin.”
“Kung ikakasal ka saan mo gusto? Ako kasi sa tabi mo.”
“Kung may uulitin ako sa buhay ko, gusto kong ulitin yung araw na nakilala kita. Kahit paulit-ulit. Kahit araw-araw.”

“Alam mo, para kang tae… Hindi kasi kita kayang paglaruan.”
“Ihi ka ba? …Hindi kasi kita matiis eh.”
“Para kang alak… ang lakas ng tama mo sa akin.”

Apollo: Bakit ba hinahanap ang isang tao?
Peachy: Kasi gusto mo siya?
Apollo: Hindi, kasi nawawala.
Irene: Bakit? Nawawala ba ‘ko?
Apollo: Hindi, pero hindi ka kasi mawala sa isip ko eh.

Apollo: Bakit mo ba hinihintay ang isang tao?
Irene: Kasi takas sa bilibid?
Apollo: Hindi, kasi gusto mo siya.

“Hika ka ba? Coz u take my breath away”
Pustiso ka ba?kasi i can’t smile without you…

Irene: Mahal kita.
Apollo: Sana pirated CD ka nalang para paulit-ulit mong sabihin ‘yan.
Irene: Mahal kita. Mahal kita. Mahal kita. Mahal kita.

Apollo: Magdala ka ng salbabida.
Irene: Bakit? Maliligo ba tayo?
Apollo: Hindi, baka malunod ka sa pagmamahal ko.

Irene: Sino ako?
Apollo: Ikaw si Irene ko. Ikaw ang mapapangasawa ko. Photographer ka.
Irene: Mali. Pulis ako. Ikaw kasi ang most wanted ko.

Irene: Para kang teleserye…. kasi nakakadik kang subaybayan.
Apollo: Para kang pelikula…. kasi ang sarap mong panoorin.

I miss you llodie:)♥

M. A. ....♥

Toinks talaga! Pangalawang araw na toh na sobrang napapangiti ako pagising ko sa umaga. May mumunting kilig laging nararamdaman sa bawat pagmulat. Di mawari ang kasiyahan na nadarama! Alam ko na panaginip lang ang lahat sa pagising ko haharapin kong muli ang araw ang reyalidad kung ano nga ba ako ngayon! Hindi kalungkutan ang nararamdaman ko sa tuwing maiisip ko siya. Isang ngiti ang laging resulta ng lahat!
Hindi ko alam bat ganto nararamdaman ko para sa kanya. Puno ng pagmamahal ang puso ko. Asan man siya ngayon hangad kong maging maligaya siya. Hangad kong punuin ni Papa God ang puso nya ng pagmamahal. Hangad kong sa kanyang paglalakbay na magtagpuan nya ang hinahanap:) Hangad kong masagutan ang lahat ng kanyang tanong. Wag nya sanang isipin na kapag dumating ang oras na di na nya ako mabalikan, isipin nyang maraming taong nagmamahal sakanya. Magiging mabuting tao parin ako kahit masaktan muli ako!

I like the way he'd hold me. Every night for so long. I like the way he'd sing for me. Every time things got rocky! I miss him so much♥


Wooooooossssssssssssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........

A Dream come True:)

I was invited by Ate Nikki to her Pre-Birthday Celebration! Twas an extraordinary celebration knowing it will be celebrated together with the Virlanie Kids. Super touched my heart. Twas a dream come true. First time to go with her. Kids with so much joy in there hearts really amazed me! Despite of what they are going through without there parents beside them they still bring kindness and happy hearts.

An extraordinary happiness filled my heart. Thanks Ate Nikki, Friends, and to the Kids of Virlanie you made my dream come true:). Babalik muli ako para magbigay ng maraming rason para maging masaya:).

Happy Mya with Virlanie Kids:)

Happy Birthday Ate Nikki:)

Sharing Happiness

Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. 

One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs.

His bed was next to the room's only window. 

The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. 

The men talked for hours on end. 

They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation..

Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window.

The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside.

The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. 

Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance.

As the man by the window described all this in exquisite details, the man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine this picturesque scene. 

One warm afternoon, the man by the window described a parade passing by

Although the other man could not hear the band - he could see it in his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words

Days, weeks and months passed. 

One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep. 

She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away. 

As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone. 

Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the real world outside. 
He strained to slowly turn to look out the window besides the bed. 
It faced a blank wall.
The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window.

The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall. 

She said, 'Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you.' 

Epilogue: 
There is tremendous happiness in making others happy, despite our own situations.

Shared grief is half the sorrow, but happiness when shared, is doubled 

If you want to feel rich, just count all the things you have that money can't buy.

'Today is a gift, that is why it is called The Present.'

 “When we can no longer change a situation, we are challenged to change ourselves”, - Viktor Karl

I catch Myself Smiling Again:)♥

 

I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you..

Howgo od you look when you smile.

How much I love your laugh.
I day-dream about you off and on,
replaying pieces of our conversation;
laughing at funny things that you said or did..
I've memorized your face &

the way that you look at me..

I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine..
I wonder what will happen the next time we are together
& even though nothing will come out of this,

i know one thing for sure, for once.. i dont care,

i cherish every moment i have with you.

 

 

 

Pagtangis ng Mumunting Tinig

Kagabi ko pa ito nararamdaman. Inaaliw ko na nga ang sarili magFB at manood ng pelikula! Ngunit sa paghiga ko habang pinipikit ang mata may mumunting luhang pumatak sa aking mga mata! Nais ko magtanong.

Tulog na ang mga tao, madilim ang kuwarto at tahimik na ang buong paligid. Ang tinig ng naghihikbing nilalang lamang ang maririnig. Nais ko siyang tanungin, bakit ka tumatangis? Bakit malungkot parin ang mga luhang pumapatak sa mga mata mo? Nais ko siyang yakapin ng mahigpit upang pawiin and lungkot na nadarama nya! Tahimik ang gabi, ang kanyang pagtangis naririnig mo din ba? Nararamdaman mo din kaya ang sakit na nadarama nya? Pipigilin nya pa ba ang pagpatak ng luha dahil takot na siyang masaktan muli? Bakit nagmamahal pa rin siya, kung alam nya na masasaktan muli siya?

Maramot ba siyang magmahal kaya ganto ang kinahahantungan ng pag ibig na inaasam asam niya? Ramdam ko ang sakit na tangan nya. Darating din ang tamang oras para sakanya. Sa ngayon maging buo muna habang naghihintay ng tamang pagkakataon.

Kung kaya ko lang alisin lahat, kung kaya ko lang na di ka na masaktan muli. Kung kaya ko lang yakapin lahat ng sakit na nararamdaman nya! Hiling kong maging masaya sya. Hiling kong wag muna siyang bumitiw, hiling kong muli pang pumintig ang puso nya, hiling kong makayanan nya at hiling kong wag siyang matakot na magmahal at masaktan muli. Hiling kong maging maayos ang lahat para sakanya.

Katulad nya may mga tao din na nakakaranas ng pinagdadaanan nya ngayon, maging matatag  sana siya habang hinaharap ang mga ito. Sumigaw ka malayang tinig kung di man marinig ang iyong hinagpis meron pa din handang makinig, nakakaintindi at handang yakapin ka.

Para saiyo ito sarili, nais kong maging matatag ka yakapin mo ang lahat ng buo sa puso mo. Masasaktan tayo ngunit lilipas din ang lahat ng ito. Mabubuo mo rin muli ang sarili.

You may be going through rough times now. You may be going through severe trials. Sometimes, you wonder if you can overcome your problems.

Don’t give up!

Because you know that at the end of the day, you’re going to win. Because God is with you. The Bible says, If God is for you, who can be against you? In fact, even death can’t win over you. Like Jesus, you too will rise. Death will be conquered.  And you will live forever. Yes, we have something to look forward to!

Something to do, Someone to love and Something to look forward too. Don't give up:)

Strangers, again

 Strangers, Again


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tSdELZxEnHY&feature=share

Sharing this to everyone:)

Stage 1: Meeting
Stage 2: Chase
Stage 3: Honeymoon
Stage 4: Comfortable
Stage 5: Tolerance
Stage 6:Downhill
Stage 7: Breaking Up

Every relationship goes through stages. Where and how each stage develops is ultimately up to each person. While we always hope for the best, we often can't avoid the inevitable.


Sometimes..,everyone must go through a storm to get to a rainbow!
But when the storm comes, handle it wisely or it will handle your life!!
Falling in love with someone isn't always going to be easy. It is often filled with anger and tears.
It is when you want to be together despite it all. That is when you are truly in love.. :)

This resonates so much to how a relationship of mine went that it definitely touched a nerve. The eerie similarity, nostalgic feelings and authenticity of conversation makes it all the more real and mesmerizing. Frankly, it's sad that there's a progression and each step can be understood - after the fact. Emotionality trumps rationality in these situations and that I wish I could change. If only you could control matters of the heart lol. -An Ang-


music: http://georgeshaw.bandcamp.com/album/strangers-again


How we become ourselves without losing each other.

Holyweek Galor

procession in Carmona

 I went to Carmona Cavite thisHolyweek. First time spending the whole Holyweek with my cousins. I'm missing Mama, Bem , Bernard, Lola, Ante and other cousins in Bicol. Second time not going home duing Holy week.

Way to go... It twas a fun fun holyweek, praying and remembering Papa God. May mga kulang pero, you'll understand how it gives me hope in every step I make.

posing for our best shots

I'm with my cousins and my little and cute niece Shane. Pilit na ginagaya ang pose ng kanyang Tita Toni, ang Korean pose haha.. Now let me teach you. After that yun oh she already know how to make the peace sign haha..

Burger eaters!

Shane sharing her burger with me! "Yay ang kulit ni Tita Toni!"- Shane says while taking this picture Haha!                                                      Pray, Play, eat and Love.

ako naman!

DAY2: Tagaytay Trip.

Monte Maria Visit

Visiting Monte Maria to pray. I can feel the harsh sun. hehe Sun sun sun masakit ka sa balat. Pero I love how it touches my skin.

Yellow! Yay!

The ladies poses. Yun oh Thanks Ate Sheena for the Beautiful shot! Hehe maganda ako jan haha! Chos nagbuhat ng sariling bangko. hahha

Bulalo! Bawal yan!

Kulet monkey

Next stop late lunch with the beautiful view of Taal Lake and Taal volcano! Bulalo naku!

First time ko makakita ng unggoy in person haha laughtrip. Sharing the boiled peanut with him. Papasikat nga siya eh. hehe Pos din siya while taking the picture.

Hats on head one two three click!

Bilihan ng souvenirs, yay nauwi sa panghihiram ng mga hats and the trolly wigs hahha. Dahil makulit kami ito ang makulit na trip sa Tagaytay!

pamilya Zaragoza haha

Because Ate Ling (white shirt, curl hair) said she wanted to have a Pamilya Zaragosa picture kaya ayon your dream has come true. yay! the Three at the center are the contrabida. Haha bagay ba? heehe

 Sharing Good laughs to them is so much, source of happiness and love. I surely love this week. Meron pag next time and I'll make it a super extra special one. Thanks Ate for inviting me.

Good laughs

We can make everything extra special if we choose too. Thank you Papa God for the safe trip. Reflecting while on the trip is one of a kind.

If breaking me is the best way to make me whole again, break me and gently remake me again! If ever I'm lost again can you find me and if you find me promise me to never let me go!

Addicted2Love turns out to be Addicted2Blog

Hi there... Twas a fine fine fine day, received a text message from an unknown sender (kung ano at ano ang laman nito hmmm its for me to keep and for you to know)..

Dahil nahilig ako magbasa.! Ito ako ngayon! Addicted to reading blogs, syempre yung alam kung may matutunan ako sa pagbabasa ko, matatouch ang aking puso, maiiyak at higit sa lahat mapupuno ako ng pag asa!... Number one fun nyo na ako!

Iba iba ang pananaw ng tao, dapat ko ito maintindihan. May mga nakakaintindi meron namang hindi, kapag di na maintindihan isa na lang ang dapat na gawin ang tanggapin ang mga bagay na di kayang baguhin.

Sa pagbabasa ko isa lang ang natutunan ko kahit kelan man di lang ako ang nakakaranas na masaktan, madapa, magmahal, mapuna at lumuha. Masuwerte pa din ako dahil di ko pa naranasan ang mga naranasan nila. Patunay lang ito na tayo ay iba iba. May iba't ibang nilalakbay sa buhay ang tao masama man ito o mabuti. Sabi nga ang tao ang syang namimili kong saan niya gusto tumungo sa kanyang ikabubuti o sa kanyang ikasasama. Make your own choices we are people we are free. Di lahat ng tao ganto at di lahat nakakaranas nito.

Isa sa mga nabasa ko ang paglalakbay sa buhay di kelangan minamadali, dapat mahinahon lang, kasi marami tayong kelangan daanan may stop over din. Kelangan din maglakad lang at tumakbo. Let's make life better by seeing things in a bigger picture. Maraming makikita at madami tayong maappreciate tungkol sa buhay kung dahan dahan lang tayo.

See this is how Mr. Bo Sanchez give meaning to life, love, believing in God, Success, and Wealth. http://bosanchez.ph/category/blogs/page/11/ been reading his blog. Fan din nya ako. Sharing this to all of you. Just love reading his blog. I learn from reading this.

I know growing is not about height, about age, about the degree you have chosen, the work you are into right now, growing is all about how we see life, how we give meaning to it and how we live about it.

I'll be learning each and everyday. I'll appreciate life what it will give me. Embracing it with all my heart and soul.

See I have made an ordinary day an extra special day for me! Finished work early, read blogs and eat dinner with Ate Ai in JABEE (Jollibee). Do some chitchats napagusapan namin haha secretong malupet!

Steadfast love for God.I offer you this day! Thank you for sharing this day with You. A Happy A2L leaves Manila for awhile.

Addicted2Love turns out to be Addicted2Blog. Have a blessed Holy week.


P.S.
To my yabs♥ I'm not far from you. Ingat ka parati. A2L loves you with no doubts with all her heart and soul:). Please stay safe. I wish you everyday Love, happiness and peace of mind. See you later.

A Happy Laugh

As I woke up this morning!  I can already feel the air of what you called loneliness. Weird nga eh maingay sa bahay. As usual pagtayo ko mula sa aking tulugan diretso sa labobo para maghilamos at maghugas ng plato baso caldero etc. masipag ako sa umaga! Tapos luto na ng babaunin ko para sa araw na ito! at 12nn naluto din at kelangan na maghanda para sa pagpasok ng opisina!

What makes this day super extra special is because of two special person in my life...

Mommy Laverne and Ate Ai they are my mentors, makulit na hapon! They really made this day extra special for me.. Di nila nakakalimutan na patawanin ako hahha!

Mommy Laverne is our Team Leader a super kalog mom with two cute kids Elai and Eloi.. Wahhhh she's strict when it comes to working, but a person you can always rely on kapag my problema you can always count on her. Kinuwento pa nga nya lovelife nya sakin!

Ate Ai she's my supergaduper Hermetic partner, an Ate who's been there to support me, napapagalitan kapag may nagwang mali, but has been there to laugh and cry with me! She calls me Tiny di ko nga alam bakit Tiny eh.. She always motivate me to stop and think awhile.

Ate Ai: " Tiny I'm proud of you".. Super touch ako muntikan na naman pumatak si luha! But then di naman sadness yun ah isang luha na punung puno ng pag asa at saya..


Ang buhay ko sa office di lang sa work naka focus di lang sa numbers kundi sa buhay din, sa pag ibig, sa Diyos at sa mga problema na minsan kelangan din ilabas. I'm proud to be a part of my division and having them is such a great gift from Him!

I'm not good at hiding my feelings but for now tago ka muna ha! Let it be, Let it be! Toinks kelangan din ito, Life is about still moving on and it doesn't have to stop here. I love him and he will always be. Yun oh, I'll be loving him as my inspiration! What God may give me after this I'll embrace it whole heartedly.

 I love this day.

addicted2love.. It may not happpen to me anymore but I will and still hope that every one gets the chance to love and to be loved.