Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Sharing Happiness

Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. 

One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs.


His bed was next to the room's only window.
 

The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back.
 

The men talked for hours on end.
 

They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation..


Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window.


The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside.


The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake.
 

Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance.


As the man by the window described all this in exquisite details, the man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine this picturesque scene.
 

One warm afternoon, the man by the window described a parade passing by

Although the other man could not hear the band - he could see it in his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words


Days, weeks and months passed.
 

One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep.
 

She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away.
 


As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone. 


Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the real world outside.
 
He strained to slowly turn to look out the window besides the bed.
 
It faced a blank wall.

The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window.

The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall.
 


She said, 'Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you.'
 


Epilogue:
 

There is tremendous happiness in making others happy, despite our own situations.

Shared grief is half the sorrow, but happiness when shared, is doubled
 


If you want to feel rich, just count all the things you have that money can't buy.


'Today is a gift, that is why it is called
 The Present.'


 “When we can no longer change a situation, we are challenged to change ourselves”, - Viktor Karl

I catch Myself Smiling Again:)♥

 
I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you..
Howgo od you look when you smile.

How much I love your laugh.
I day-dream about you off and on,
replaying pieces of our conversation;
laughing at funny things that you said or did..
I've memorized your face &

the way that you look at me..

I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine..
I wonder what will happen the next time we are together
& even though nothing will come out of this,

i know one thing for sure, for once.. i dont care,
i cherish every moment i have with you.
 
 
 

Monday, April 25, 2011

Pagtangis ng Mumunting Tinig

Kagabi ko pa ito nararamdaman. Inaaliw ko na nga ang sarili magFB at manood ng pelikula! Ngunit sa paghiga ko habang pinipikit ang mata may mumunting luhang pumatak sa aking mga mata! Nais ko magtanong.

Tulog na ang mga tao, madilim ang kuwarto at tahimik na ang buong paligid. Ang tinig ng naghihikbing nilalang lamang ang maririnig. Nais ko siyang tanungin, bakit ka tumatangis? Bakit malungkot parin ang mga luhang pumapatak sa mga mata mo? Nais ko siyang yakapin ng mahigpit upang pawiin and lungkot na nadarama nya! Tahimik ang gabi, ang kanyang pagtangis naririnig mo din ba? Nararamdaman mo din kaya ang sakit na nadarama nya? Pipigilin nya pa ba ang pagpatak ng luha dahil takot na siyang masaktan muli? Bakit nagmamahal pa rin siya, kung alam nya na masasaktan muli siya?

Maramot ba siyang magmahal kaya ganto ang kinahahantungan ng pag ibig na inaasam asam niya? Ramdam ko ang sakit na tangan nya. Darating din ang tamang oras para sakanya. Sa ngayon maging buo muna habang naghihintay ng tamang pagkakataon.

Kung kaya ko lang alisin lahat, kung kaya ko lang na di ka na masaktan muli. Kung kaya ko lang yakapin lahat ng sakit na nararamdaman nya! Hiling kong maging masaya sya. Hiling kong wag muna siyang bumitiw, hiling kong muli pang pumintig ang puso nya, hiling kong makayanan nya at hiling kong wag siyang matakot na magmahal at masaktan muli. Hiling kong maging maayos ang lahat para sakanya.

Katulad nya may mga tao din na nakakaranas ng pinagdadaanan nya ngayon, maging matatag  sana siya habang hinaharap ang mga ito. Sumigaw ka malayang tinig kung di man marinig ang iyong hinagpis meron pa din handang makinig, nakakaintindi at handang yakapin ka.
Para saiyo ito sarili, nais kong maging matatag ka yakapin mo ang lahat ng buo sa puso mo. Masasaktan tayo ngunit lilipas din ang lahat ng ito. Mabubuo mo rin muli ang sarili.

You may be going through rough times now. You may be going through severe trials. Sometimes, you wonder if you can overcome your problems.

Don’t give up!

Because you know that at the end of the day, you’re going to win. Because God is with you. The Bible says, If God is for you, who can be against you? In fact, even death can’t win over you. Like Jesus, you too will rise. Death will be conquered.  And you will live forever. Yes, we have something to look forward to!

Something to do, Someone to love and Something to look forward too. Don't give up:)

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Strangers, again

 Strangers, Again


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tSdELZxEnHY&feature=share

Sharing this to everyone:)

Stage 1: Meeting
Stage 2: Chase
Stage 3: Honeymoon
Stage 4: Comfortable
Stage 5: Tolerance
Stage 6:Downhill
Stage 7: Breaking Up

Every relationship goes through stages. Where and how each stage develops is ultimately up to each person. While we always hope for the best, we often can't avoid the inevitable.


Sometimes..,everyone must go through a storm to get to a rainbow!
But when the storm comes, handle it wisely or it will handle your life!!
Falling in love with someone isn't always going to be easy. It is often filled with anger and tears.
It is when you want to be together despite it all. That is when you are truly in love.. :)


This resonates so much to how a relationship of mine went that it definitely touched a nerve. The eerie similarity, nostalgic feelings and authenticity of conversation makes it all the more real and mesmerizing. Frankly, it's sad that there's a progression and each step can be understood - after the fact. Emotionality trumps rationality in these situations and that I wish I could change. If only you could control matters of the heart lol. -An Ang-


music: http://georgeshaw.bandcamp.com/album/strangers-again


How we become ourselves without losing each other.

Holyweek Galor

procession in Carmona

 I went to Carmona Cavite thisHolyweek. First time spending the whole Holyweek with my cousins. I'm missing Mama, Bem , Bernard, Lola, Ante and other cousins in Bicol. Second time not going home duing Holy week.

Way to go... It twas a fun fun holyweek, praying and remembering Papa God. May mga kulang pero, you'll understand how it gives me hope in every step I make.

posing for our best shots
I'm with my cousins and my little and cute niece Shane. Pilit na ginagaya ang pose ng kanyang Tita Toni, ang Korean pose haha.. Now let me teach you. After that yun oh she already know how to make the peace sign haha..


Burger eaters!

Shane sharing her burger with me! "Yay ang kulit ni Tita Toni!"- Shane says while taking this picture Haha!                                                      Pray, Play, eat and Love.
ako naman!









DAY2: Tagaytay Trip.

Monte Maria Visit
Visiting Monte Maria to pray. I can feel the harsh sun. hehe Sun sun sun masakit ka sa balat. Pero I love how it touches my skin.

Yellow! Yay!
The ladies poses. Yun oh Thanks Ate Sheena for the Beautiful shot! Hehe maganda ako jan haha! Chos nagbuhat ng sariling bangko. hahha
Bulalo! Bawal yan!
Kulet monkey



Next stop late lunch with the beautiful view of Taal Lake and Taal volcano! Bulalo naku!

First time ko makakita ng unggoy in person haha laughtrip. Sharing the boiled peanut with him. Papasikat nga siya eh. hehe Pos din siya while taking the picture.

Hats on head one two three click!
Bilihan ng souvenirs, yay nauwi sa panghihiram ng mga hats and the trolly wigs hahha. Dahil makulit kami ito ang makulit na trip sa Tagaytay!




pamilya Zaragoza haha

Because Ate Ling (white shirt, curl hair) said she wanted to have a Pamilya Zaragosa picture kaya ayon your dream has come true. yay! the Three at the center are the contrabida. Haha bagay ba? heehe

 Sharing Good laughs to them is so much, source of happiness and love. I surely love this week. Meron pag next time and I'll make it a super extra special one. Thanks Ate for inviting me.
Good laughs
We can make everything extra special if we choose too. Thank you Papa God for the safe trip. Reflecting while on the trip is one of a kind.


If breaking me is the best way to make me whole again, break me and gently remake me again! If ever I'm lost again can you find me and if you find me promise me to never let me go!

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Addicted2Love turns out to be Addicted2Blog

Hi there... Twas a fine fine fine day, received a text message from an unknown sender (kung ano at ano ang laman nito hmmm its for me to keep and for you to know)..

Dahil nahilig ako magbasa.! Ito ako ngayon! Addicted to reading blogs, syempre yung alam kung may matutunan ako sa pagbabasa ko, matatouch ang aking puso, maiiyak at higit sa lahat mapupuno ako ng pag asa!... Number one fun nyo na ako!

Iba iba ang pananaw ng tao, dapat ko ito maintindihan. May mga nakakaintindi meron namang hindi, kapag di na maintindihan isa na lang ang dapat na gawin ang tanggapin ang mga bagay na di kayang baguhin.

Sa pagbabasa ko isa lang ang natutunan ko kahit kelan man di lang ako ang nakakaranas na masaktan, madapa, magmahal, mapuna at lumuha. Masuwerte pa din ako dahil di ko pa naranasan ang mga naranasan nila. Patunay lang ito na tayo ay iba iba. May iba't ibang nilalakbay sa buhay ang tao masama man ito o mabuti. Sabi nga ang tao ang syang namimili kong saan niya gusto tumungo sa kanyang ikabubuti o sa kanyang ikasasama. Make your own choices we are people we are free. Di lahat ng tao ganto at di lahat nakakaranas nito.

Isa sa mga nabasa ko ang paglalakbay sa buhay di kelangan minamadali, dapat mahinahon lang, kasi marami tayong kelangan daanan may stop over din. Kelangan din maglakad lang at tumakbo. Let's make life better by seeing things in a bigger picture. Maraming makikita at madami tayong maappreciate tungkol sa buhay kung dahan dahan lang tayo.

See this is how Mr. Bo Sanchez give meaning to life, love, believing in God, Success, and Wealth. http://bosanchez.ph/category/blogs/page/11/ been reading his blog. Fan din nya ako. Sharing this to all of you. Just love reading his blog. I learn from reading this.

I know growing is not about height, about age, about the degree you have chosen, the work you are into right now, growing is all about how we see life, how we give meaning to it and how we live about it.

I'll be learning each and everyday. I'll appreciate life what it will give me. Embracing it with all my heart and soul.

See I have made an ordinary day an extra special day for me! Finished work early, read blogs and eat dinner with Ate Ai in JABEE (Jollibee). Do some chitchats napagusapan namin haha secretong malupet!

Steadfast love for God.I offer you this day! Thank you for sharing this day with You. A Happy A2L leaves Manila for awhile.

Addicted2Love turns out to be Addicted2Blog. Have a blessed Holy week.


P.S.
To my yabs♥ I'm not far from you. Ingat ka parati. A2L loves you with no doubts with all her heart and soul:). Please stay safe. I wish you everyday Love, happiness and peace of mind. See you later.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

A Happy Laugh

As I woke up this morning!  I can already feel the air of what you called loneliness. Weird nga eh maingay sa bahay. As usual pagtayo ko mula sa aking tulugan diretso sa labobo para maghilamos at maghugas ng plato baso caldero etc. masipag ako sa umaga! Tapos luto na ng babaunin ko para sa araw na ito! at 12nn naluto din at kelangan na maghanda para sa pagpasok ng opisina!

What makes this day super extra special is because of two special person in my life...

Mommy Laverne and Ate Ai they are my mentors, makulit na hapon! They really made this day extra special for me.. Di nila nakakalimutan na patawanin ako hahha!

Mommy Laverne is our Team Leader a super kalog mom with two cute kids Elai and Eloi.. Wahhhh she's strict when it comes to working, but a person you can always rely on kapag my problema you can always count on her. Kinuwento pa nga nya lovelife nya sakin!

Ate Ai she's my supergaduper Hermetic partner, an Ate who's been there to support me, napapagalitan kapag may nagwang mali, but has been there to laugh and cry with me! She calls me Tiny di ko nga alam bakit Tiny eh.. She always motivate me to stop and think awhile.

Ate Ai: " Tiny I'm proud of you".. Super touch ako muntikan na naman pumatak si luha! But then di naman sadness yun ah isang luha na punung puno ng pag asa at saya..


Ang buhay ko sa office di lang sa work naka focus di lang sa numbers kundi sa buhay din, sa pag ibig, sa Diyos at sa mga problema na minsan kelangan din ilabas. I'm proud to be a part of my division and having them is such a great gift from Him!

I'm not good at hiding my feelings but for now tago ka muna ha! Let it be, Let it be! Toinks kelangan din ito, Life is about still moving on and it doesn't have to stop here. I love him and he will always be. Yun oh, I'll be loving him as my inspiration! What God may give me after this I'll embrace it whole heartedly.

 I love this day.

addicted2love.. It may not happpen to me anymore but I will and still hope that every one gets the chance to love and to be loved.

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Bumble Day

It was an ok Tuesday for me.. Got up from bed at 12nn exactly.. Done with my daily routine woke up, eat lunch prepare for work. Dad called and he is asking how's my day, if I'm already at work and if I'm fine. I wanted to tell him Papa I'm broken for the past two days. I don't know but because his far enough to embrace me. I just told him I'm ok. I'm worried about sweet angel (Bernard) his still in the hospital since Sunday! It was a busy Tuesdsay too since there are a lot of work to do.

This is the second day and I'm becoming worse.. I dont wanna think about it no more.. I cannot control all the emotions. I wanted to just break free.

I don't know. Papa God I still feel the pain. I dont wanna expect too much and as time goes by the pain of missing him so much, hurts me even more!

Monday, April 18, 2011

Please Know it!

Can you hear that..?
my heart… is telling you I love you
But I can not reveal my true feeling to anyone
Can you hear that….?
My heart… Is still waiting there for you to open
Can only hope you will know it
That I’m the one here to love you
I’m begging you please know it
Some day…

Counting Days

After the text message this the first day I never heard about him. The first day I never received a message coming from him. The first day he never greeted me good morning and the first day that he never said I love you.

This is the first day I never thought would happen! All tears fall. I'm missing him. I'm asking myself why? Why I'm still in my darkest hour. Pleading, pleading, pleading!

This is the first day I faked a smile. This is the first day, the first day!

This is the first day I won't hold his hand touch his face and even kiss his lips. This is the first day that I'll be walking down the street waiting and hoping.

This is the first day. This is the first day!

This is the first day that I will be spending alone thinking about him, seeing the sky alone.

This is the first day.

" The thing that I should do the most and should have done since a long time ago is telling you straightly that I love you."

Sunday, April 17, 2011

See you soon

And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow..

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Lucky Me I Got You

Ang dami ko nabasa ngayon! There are two reasons behind each teardrop coming from my eyes today! A happy heart loving, waiting, hoping and still loving. Second a heart fulfilling a promise:). Teary eyed not because I am sad because I am inspired by so many things. Thinking positive of each outcome and telling myself things happens for a reason. And that reason is to keep on moving and living a simple life with the people loving me and I also love.

Mahirap ikubli ang bawat damdamin pero masaya akong napaparating ko ang bawat kasiyahan na nararamdaman ko sa mga taong lubos na nagbibigay ng rason sakin na maging masaya at magmahal ng tunay!
puso ko♥

Kay Papa God na sobrang minahal ako. Sa pagdamay sa bawat kalungkutan ko at syempre sa bawat kasiyahan na handog mo dahil sa mga taong nakapaligid sa buhay ko.

Kay mama na laging anjan nakikinig sa bawat kalungkutan na nararamdaman ko sa saya na inihahatid ng bawat ngiti sa mga labi nya!

Sa aking two Ate's nakakainspire ang bawat sinusulat nyo tungkol sa PAG-IBIG. Sana di kayo mapagod magmahal at patuloy parin na magmahal kahit alam natin na kaakibat ng bawat pagmamahal ang masaktan! Ngunit nangingibabaw parin ang kasiyahan sa puso na nagmamahal kayo!

Kay sweetmoon♥ isa lang ang masasabi ko mahal kita! Patuloy ang puso at akong mamahalin ka!

Love love love... Nariyan ka lang at andito pa din ako... Let your wings spread and break free..

Everything♥


No’ng tangan ng nanay ang munting mong mga kamay

Ika’y tuwang-tuwa, panatag ang loob
Sa damdaming ika’y mahal

No’ng nakilala mo ang una mong sinta

Umapaw ang saya at siya’y ibang iba
Sinasamsam ang bawat gunita

just you:)
Hindi mo malimutan kung kailan nagsimulang

Matuto kung papa’no magmahal
At ‘di mo malimutan kung kailan mo natikman
Ang una mong halik, yakap na napakahigpit
Pag-ibig na tunay hanggang langit

No’ng tayo’y nagkakilala nang hindi sinasadya
Ikaw lang ang napansin, nahuli sa isang tingin
At sa pagbati mong napakalambing



a music to my heart
Hindi ko malimutan kung kailan nagsimulang
Matutong ikaw lang ang mahalin
At ‘di ko malimutan kung kailan ko natikman
Ang tamis ng ‘yong halik, yakap na napakahigpit
Pag-ibig mong tunay hanggang langit

‘Di ko malimutan kung kailan ko natikman
Ang tamis ng iyong halik, yakap na napakahigpit
Pag-ibig mong tunay hanggang langit

Friday, April 15, 2011

Handa

hiding
Habang binabasa ang samu't saring blogs ng aking mga kaibigan at yabs ko! Napaisip ako bigla (toinks) handa na ba ako lumabas sa pinag kukublian ko! Mukhang ako lang naman ang Fan ng blog na ito..

breaking free
Sinasariwa ang bawat panahon na malungkot at masaya ako! Mahirap kaya magkubli, magtago gusto ko rin kayang lumabas, ngunit lagi kong tanong handa na ba akong lumabas sa pinagkukublian ko at magpakita na kahit wala akong hilig na magsulat nais kong iparating din ang bugso ng aking damdamin..

standing by you ready to be out soon
Nalaman ko at natutunan ko na ang pagsusulat ay masaya di lang dahil naipaparating mo ang bawat damdamin kundi maari mo pang balikan ang bawat istorya sa likod ng lungkot at saya sa sinulat.. Masaya kung naipapadama na malaya ako.. Sana matutuhan ko ding lumabas sa pagkakakubli ko.. Promise lalabas din ako kapag buo na ang damdamin ko na iparating na ito na ako malaya at malayang ipapahayag ang damdamin sa ngayon dito muna tayo..


Pangako kapag handa na ako!♥

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Wooooossssssh

Heaven♥
Going home?.. hmmm Holy week is coming and I can't really decide where and where I should spend this week. Hmmm I'm planning to stay in a nice beach resort all by myself. Feel the fresh air, seeing the sun rise and set and looking at the sky by the beach. Wanting really to have time for myself.

Nakakamiss din pala makipagbonding sa sarili mo. Hindi ko pa nasubukan and gusto ko pa lang subukan sabi nga ni sweetmoon♥ have time also for yourself. Unwinding by yourself is also healthy. You can relieve stress and decide on this clearly and having the time to be more dependent to yourself. It is also a time to be more aware of who I really am!

It is also a time to share myself with God to talk to him and to share the things happening in my life.. This would be a great escapade and really looking forward to it.

"Keeping emotions to yourself is always the safest approach to hide the pain.
and yet the fastest way to die insane."

I love you Papa God and I am wanting to share this with you meditate:)

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Sweet moon

I love you as much as i know as much as i love myself. Malayo ka masyado sa aking paningin.napaka impossimple mong abutin.. Tama ba na hanggang jan na lang kita masisilayan?.. Kung ang ibang tao kaya kang puntahan bat ako hindi?

Nais kung makita ka araw araw makasama ka sa bawat gabi. Masilayan ang sinag mo sa madilim na gabi. Nararamdaman mo din ba ang tibok ng puso ko.. Ang bawat luha na pumapatak sa mga mata ko? Naririnig mo ba ang bawat pagsigaw dahil may nais akong iparating sayo!

Mumunting tinig lamang ako para saiyo.. Napapansin mo sila, ako kaya nakikita mo rin ba? Bibitiwan mo na ba ako at di na muling masisilayan? Ayaw kung tapusin, lumalaban pa ako.. Dinggin mo ako dinggin mo ako...

Wag ka muna umalis di ko pa nasasabi saiyo na mahalaga ka.. Tama ba na maniwala ako na tayo nga ang para sa isa't isa.. Wag muna wag muna.. Nais ko pang ipadama saiyo na kahit sinuko ka na nila andito pa din ako nakatindig ng matuwid ng malakas habang hinihintay ang muli mong pagbabalik..

Muli pa ba kitang masisilayan oh tuluyan ka ng lilisan...

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

For Real♥

Minsan nasabi ko na ba sayo na isa ka sa mga taong napakahalaga sa buhay ko! I didn't intend to love you that much as much as I know I did and I am still doing it..

Nakakainlove ang bawat kanta na kinakanta mo para saakin. Nais kung marinig ang bawat kantang iyon na kasama kita at isinasayaw mo ako sa saliw ng iyong mga kanta.

Pinangarap ko lang minsan na makilala kita sa iyong pangalan, ngunit kakaiba ang tibok na naramdaman ng puso ko para sayo! (Kilig)

Isa lang hiling ko sana ito na ito na ang huli:)

Monday, April 4, 2011

tRuE lOvE kO

Naging kami rin hanngang sa huli dahil siya ang truly love ko...♥

Friday, April 1, 2011

Loving hugs♥

i love you for giving your heart to me
and trusting me with your pride
i love you for wanting me
and needing me by your side


i love you for the emotions
i never knew i had
i love you for making me smile
whenever i feel sad

i love you for your thoughts of me
where i'm always on your mind
i love you for finding that part of me
that i never thought i'd find

i love you for the way you are
and for how you made me feel
but most of all I LOVE YOU coz' i know your mine for real!

Wishlist #9

 
wishlist#9
Mayroong kakaibang kaba at kilig ang aking nararamdaman tuwing mababasa ko ang iyong mga sinulat, di dahil nais kong malaman ang bawat pakiramdam mo, di rin dahil sa isa ako sa mga taga subaybay ng mga isinulat mo kundi masayang basahin ang bawat salita na punung puno ng aral, pagmumuni muni at higit sa lahat pagmamahal sa buhay at pag ibig.
Natatawa ako kapag galit ka, masaya ka at punung puno ng pag ibig ang iyong mga likha sobra kasing napakatotoo. Punung puno ng iba't ibang emosyon at galing na di ko mawari.♥

Hindi ko alam kung isa nga ba akong katuparan sa wishlist #9 mo at ako ang binibining tinutukoy mo. Pero kahit hindi man ako sa dalawang iyon masaya akong tuparin ang bawat pangarap na iyong gustong makamit, kasama mo man ako o hindi. 

Lagi ko rin ipinagdarasal sa Kanya na bigyan niya ako ng isang katutak na rason para harapin ang bawat araw na punung puno ng pagmamahal para sa iyo sa aking sarili at sa lahat ng taong mahal ko at mahal ako. Higit kung pinagdarasal na sana ikaw na at ikaw na at ikaw na (paulit ulit) at ito na ang huli..


Masayang balikan ang nakaraan natuto na ako at muling matuto mula sa iyo. Isang pag asa na muli kung nakamit. Salamat sa iyo PK. Mahal kita alam mo iyon.. At patuloy kitang mamahalin sa bawat araw at sa susunod na araw. Matapang kung haharapin ang bawat araw at bukas makasama ko lang ikaw:)